Is It Possible To Be Gay And Not Even Know It?

Being Gay or Bi is about to whom you respond ually and romantically, you've stated that you respond to both es, although you seem to have a preference for women, that would put you on the low middle of the Kinsey Scale, but definitely Bi. That you have had bad luck in relationships is a result of the individuals you choose, not of your overall orientation, and that you have had encounters with men and are willing to do so again suggests that any repression is becoming a thing of the past, so you should consider for what you are looking in a relationship and then look for those qualities in people without insisting on a specific gender of partner. I've been Bi my whole life, and it's been my experience that the person is more important than the body.